It's morning now, but I'm not at school, I should be.
My stomach hurts like crazy, and I don't have my medicines, so I need to get new one. -.-
What I wanted to write yesterday I gonna write now.
Most people know I really love music, because it's just musc. Not true.
Ofcourse I love music because it's music, but there's much more people don't know.
I love music because the lyrics are inspiring, like the song "A Little Bit Longer" by the Jonas Brothers helps me in the really hard times.
I really love Who Says by Selena Gomez, Perfect by Pink & Loser Like Me by Glee, just because the lyrics, ofourse I love the songs, but the lyrics are special to me.
Music is like therapy to me, I can find myself in a lot of songs.
Last year I had counseling and a first I really didn't want it.
I'm so happy that I did it and I learned to be myself.
Not only the counseling made me be myself and believe in myself, music did that too. Music and the counseling are the perfect mix. Really.
I learned that it's really important to be yourself.
First I listened to songs just because I liked them, a little bit for the lyrics, but now, oh my gosh I can't even tell how much some lyrics mean to me.
Who Says is the most important to me, it means that no one call tell you that you're not pretty, beautiful or anything bad people say about you. It's about what you think, it's about being yourself.
Most special person for me is Demi Lovato.
She got a tattoo on her wrist to remind herself the support of her fans.
I can't wait 'till she comes to the Netherlands someday. I will definetly go to her concert.
This was it for now. Hope to write again today.
xoxo <3
woensdag 16 maart 2011
dinsdag 15 maart 2011
The New Me - 15-03-2011
Hi. it's been a long time since my last post.
I don't know why...
But whatever, I'M BACK!
I just needed to write, not in my stupid purple diary, hihi. ;)
A lot of things changed since my last post...
I'm in the 2nd class now, and it's going better.
Personally I really changed. I was a crazy obsessed Jonas head... now I'm not sure anymore. I love their music and will support them forever, but it's just since they haven't been to Europe on their "world tour" and there's no new music..
I've fallen in love with another band called Big Time Rush. I think I love them more than I've ever loved the Jonas Brothers, if that's possible.
I still love the JoBro's, Demi Lovato, Selena Gomez, Taylor Swift and many others, but it's all diffirent now.
I went from Disney girl to... I don't know, I really love Nickelodeon stars like Big Time Rush. Miranda Cosgrove, Victoria Justice and Ariana Grande. <3
I learned to be myself, maybe more then needed, I'm mostly alone at school, and I don't know if I really like that...
There are guys at my school and I really don't like them, I just want them to leave my alone, but I'm afraid to say it, cause it might make it worst.
It's kinda late here, and I don't like it, I just need to write, so that's more important than sleeping, I guess,
I really wanna write so many more things, like inspiring people, but I guess that's for tomorrow.
I really wanna be in bed before 10PM... Hahaha!
I'm gonna write more tomorrow, and I hope I can do it longer now, I watched Glee, so there was not much time to write.
I love you all forever, and your perfect just the way you are, please never forget that.
xoxo <3
I don't know why...
But whatever, I'M BACK!
I just needed to write, not in my stupid purple diary, hihi. ;)
A lot of things changed since my last post...
I'm in the 2nd class now, and it's going better.
Personally I really changed. I was a crazy obsessed Jonas head... now I'm not sure anymore. I love their music and will support them forever, but it's just since they haven't been to Europe on their "world tour" and there's no new music..
I've fallen in love with another band called Big Time Rush. I think I love them more than I've ever loved the Jonas Brothers, if that's possible.
I still love the JoBro's, Demi Lovato, Selena Gomez, Taylor Swift and many others, but it's all diffirent now.
I went from Disney girl to... I don't know, I really love Nickelodeon stars like Big Time Rush. Miranda Cosgrove, Victoria Justice and Ariana Grande. <3
I learned to be myself, maybe more then needed, I'm mostly alone at school, and I don't know if I really like that...
There are guys at my school and I really don't like them, I just want them to leave my alone, but I'm afraid to say it, cause it might make it worst.
It's kinda late here, and I don't like it, I just need to write, so that's more important than sleeping, I guess,
I really wanna write so many more things, like inspiring people, but I guess that's for tomorrow.
I really wanna be in bed before 10PM... Hahaha!
I'm gonna write more tomorrow, and I hope I can do it longer now, I watched Glee, so there was not much time to write.
I love you all forever, and your perfect just the way you are, please never forget that.
xoxo <3
vrijdag 25 juni 2010
Rolemodels. - 26-06-2010
Heey.
It's late here, but I don't care. :)
I'm saying that I'm a fan of a lot of different singers.
But now I know who's the best of all.
I swear. If you hear her you're blown away!
Not only on CD, but live and stuff like that. She's was on Oprah and Ellen Degreneres when she was still young.
She performden with super-famous singers.
Charice!
She is so amazing! <3
Click on the links on top of the video screen thing otherwise you'll see half of the video, because it's to big and I can't get it smaller. :(
This is her song Pyramid. That's the song I know her from. This is the studio version. It sounds different then the music video.
And there's another song I really love!
But I can't find the studio version on Youtube.
But I'll show you later!!
I really love Selena, Demi & Miley too ofcourse, but Charice is just the best.,
Not because she's not from Disney - Just wanna let you know, I really don't care about that! - I just love her. :)
And she's really my rolemodel.
Miley changes so much, Selena & Demi are just awesome. I still love them all. But Charice tops them all! :)
XXX Ayla <3
It's late here, but I don't care. :)
I'm saying that I'm a fan of a lot of different singers.
But now I know who's the best of all.
I swear. If you hear her you're blown away!
Not only on CD, but live and stuff like that. She's was on Oprah and Ellen Degreneres when she was still young.
She performden with super-famous singers.
Charice!
She is so amazing! <3
Click on the links on top of the video screen thing otherwise you'll see half of the video, because it's to big and I can't get it smaller. :(
This is her song Pyramid. That's the song I know her from. This is the studio version. It sounds different then the music video.
And there's another song I really love!
But I can't find the studio version on Youtube.
But I'll show you later!!
I really love Selena, Demi & Miley too ofcourse, but Charice is just the best.,
Not because she's not from Disney - Just wanna let you know, I really don't care about that! - I just love her. :)
And she's really my rolemodel.
Miley changes so much, Selena & Demi are just awesome. I still love them all. But Charice tops them all! :)
XXX Ayla <3
I didn't forget my blog! I just didn't had time for it! :( - 25-06-2010
Hi everyone :)
I'm not feeling well.
It getting worst and worst, my class is horrible.
Tuesday I cried because of them.
I'm inviseble for them, I'm 'no one'.
It's almost vacation! :)
My little brothers birthday is August 15th. :)
He gets a Playstation Portable for his b-day.
I'm kinda jealous! :O
And I played on it first. :P
We bought it yesterday and 'cause I'm home my mom showed me.
I played on it for 15 minutes or something. But I was cool. :)
Now -ofcourse- I want a birthday present too, but my b-day is on November! More than 5 months!! :(
I want a PSP too, but I don't know, 'cause I really want an iPod Touch too.
I'm not gonna ask my mom yet, I'm afraid she gets mad.
And I really miss Twitter. :(
X.
Ayla
I'm not feeling well.
It getting worst and worst, my class is horrible.
Tuesday I cried because of them.
I'm inviseble for them, I'm 'no one'.
It's almost vacation! :)
My little brothers birthday is August 15th. :)
He gets a Playstation Portable for his b-day.
I'm kinda jealous! :O
And I played on it first. :P
We bought it yesterday and 'cause I'm home my mom showed me.
I played on it for 15 minutes or something. But I was cool. :)
Now -ofcourse- I want a birthday present too, but my b-day is on November! More than 5 months!! :(
I want a PSP too, but I don't know, 'cause I really want an iPod Touch too.
I'm not gonna ask my mom yet, I'm afraid she gets mad.
And I really miss Twitter. :(
X.
Ayla
zondag 16 mei 2010
The worst week ever. - 16-05-2010
Heey everyone.
It's gonna be the worst week in my life.
Ofcours because of my classmates.
My counselor wanted a talk with me on Tuesday. That's at 2:30PM. When we are done, he wants a talk with me, my mentor and my mom. That's till 4PM.
Officially I'm done at 2:10PM, but now I have to be at school till 4PM.
And then, on Thursday, I'm done at 3:10PM, but then I have social-skills training(it sounds better in Dutch) till 4PM.
I'm definetly really tired after this week.
And my mom needs to work a lot, sometimes it's better for me, so I'm alone a bit more, but sometimes I hate it that she has to work.
Tomorrow I have school for 5 hours, But the last 2 hours I have technicks, I hate that subject! And I really don't wanna go. But I have to.
I secretly hope everyone starts with a new project, so I can start with it too, and then finish my other project later, btw, I need to finish 2 other projects too.
I miss my grandparents so much!
They're on vacation in Germany, for 6 weeks!
I never missed them when they were on vacation, but now I miss them.Nor
I think my grandparents are at the place were they wanted to be, in Wintrich.
I really wanna go there too, because I love that place. But I can't. Stupid school!
I need to go to school for 9 weeks. That's nothing!!
I'm almost crying cause I'm so happy! I really thought it was longer!
44 days school! YAY!
Maybe you think 44 days is weird. I'll show you.
5daysx9weeks=45days-1day=44days
That one day I'm free, because it's "pinksteren" then.(Sorry, I don't know the English word!)
When I think about my grandparents and school, I'm realizing that time goes fast, really fast.
When the 6 weeks are over I only have to go to school for 3 weeks.
And the class is planning a class-party and my mentor said it had to be in 4 weeks, (I'm not going), so if there's a date for it, it goes faster, and faster, and faster.
Time flies, that's one thing I can say, sometimes it doesn't.
Maybe I'm gonna make something to count the days, so I can draw a cross if the day is over.
I did that before the Jonas Brothers concert, and the time flied, so if I do this, maybe the time is going faster.
Sorry for all the drama, I hate it to, but I needed to write something.
xxx ♥
It's gonna be the worst week in my life.
Ofcours because of my classmates.
My counselor wanted a talk with me on Tuesday. That's at 2:30PM. When we are done, he wants a talk with me, my mentor and my mom. That's till 4PM.
Officially I'm done at 2:10PM, but now I have to be at school till 4PM.
And then, on Thursday, I'm done at 3:10PM, but then I have social-skills training(it sounds better in Dutch) till 4PM.
I'm definetly really tired after this week.
And my mom needs to work a lot, sometimes it's better for me, so I'm alone a bit more, but sometimes I hate it that she has to work.
Tomorrow I have school for 5 hours, But the last 2 hours I have technicks, I hate that subject! And I really don't wanna go. But I have to.
I secretly hope everyone starts with a new project, so I can start with it too, and then finish my other project later, btw, I need to finish 2 other projects too.
I miss my grandparents so much!
They're on vacation in Germany, for 6 weeks!
I never missed them when they were on vacation, but now I miss them.Nor
I think my grandparents are at the place were they wanted to be, in Wintrich.
I really wanna go there too, because I love that place. But I can't. Stupid school!
I need to go to school for 9 weeks. That's nothing!!
I'm almost crying cause I'm so happy! I really thought it was longer!
44 days school! YAY!
Maybe you think 44 days is weird. I'll show you.
5daysx9weeks=45days-1day=44days
That one day I'm free, because it's "pinksteren" then.(Sorry, I don't know the English word!)
When I think about my grandparents and school, I'm realizing that time goes fast, really fast.
When the 6 weeks are over I only have to go to school for 3 weeks.
And the class is planning a class-party and my mentor said it had to be in 4 weeks, (I'm not going), so if there's a date for it, it goes faster, and faster, and faster.
Time flies, that's one thing I can say, sometimes it doesn't.
Maybe I'm gonna make something to count the days, so I can draw a cross if the day is over.
I did that before the Jonas Brothers concert, and the time flied, so if I do this, maybe the time is going faster.
Sorry for all the drama, I hate it to, but I needed to write something.
xxx ♥
maandag 10 mei 2010
Long time no post. - 10-05-2010
Hii!
It's not going well.
I hate my life, like I said before... but it's worst.
I get bullied.
I supossed to be at school now, but I stayd home, I'm not feeling well because of my classmates, I was shaking all morning.
Even my favorite things, like watching 'Aaron Stone' didn't calm me down.
I so happy to have a friend. Not just a friend. The best friend someone can have.
We are talking via msn a lot, and I'm really happy with that. :)
Tomorrow I'm going to school again.
I kinda don't want to, but I have to and I'm really going.
I have an Ipod, so I'm not alone. :P
Sorry for the short post, I needed to post something, but I didn't know what to write. :P
xoxo. Ayla. ♥
It's not going well.
I hate my life, like I said before... but it's worst.
I get bullied.
I supossed to be at school now, but I stayd home, I'm not feeling well because of my classmates, I was shaking all morning.
Even my favorite things, like watching 'Aaron Stone' didn't calm me down.
I so happy to have a friend. Not just a friend. The best friend someone can have.
We are talking via msn a lot, and I'm really happy with that. :)
Tomorrow I'm going to school again.
I kinda don't want to, but I have to and I'm really going.
I have an Ipod, so I'm not alone. :P
Sorry for the short post, I needed to post something, but I didn't know what to write. :P
xoxo. Ayla. ♥
zaterdag 24 april 2010
... - 24-04-2010
Hey,
It's weekend, in less then an hour it's Sunday, haha.
I only have to go to school Monday, Tuesday & Wednesday and then I have almost 2 weeks vacation! :)
And in like 3 or 4 months I have summervacation! :) And where going to Germany!! : D
Thinking 'bout vacation...
I hope I can sleep till like 10AM or something, because it was a long time ago that I sleeped till that late.
It's alway early cause: 1) School. 2) On Saturday I bring around advertisment papers, so i have to wake up 8am(early!) 3) On Sundag morning, 10AM there comes a movie, and I always wanna see that, and I'm obsessed with Kelly Blatz for Aaron stone, and that comes at 9:30AM so I wanna see that too.
When I have vacation I hope that I can sleep longer, cause I'm getting stressed!
I'm not feeling well, so I'm gonna sleep
Goodnight!
It's weekend, in less then an hour it's Sunday, haha.
I only have to go to school Monday, Tuesday & Wednesday and then I have almost 2 weeks vacation! :)
And in like 3 or 4 months I have summervacation! :) And where going to Germany!! : D
Thinking 'bout vacation...
I hope I can sleep till like 10AM or something, because it was a long time ago that I sleeped till that late.
It's alway early cause: 1) School. 2) On Saturday I bring around advertisment papers, so i have to wake up 8am(early!) 3) On Sundag morning, 10AM there comes a movie, and I always wanna see that, and I'm obsessed with Kelly Blatz for Aaron stone, and that comes at 9:30AM so I wanna see that too.
When I have vacation I hope that I can sleep longer, cause I'm getting stressed!
I'm not feeling well, so I'm gonna sleep
Goodnight!
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