The worst week ever. - 16-05-2010

Heey everyone.
It's gonna be the worst week in my life.
Ofcours because of my classmates.
My counselor wanted a talk with me on Tuesday. That's at 2:30PM. When we are done, he wants a talk with me, my mentor and my mom. That's till 4PM.
Officially I'm done at 2:10PM, but now I have to be at school till 4PM.

And then, on Thursday, I'm done at 3:10PM, but then I have social-skills training(it sounds better in Dutch) till 4PM.
I'm definetly really tired after this week.
And my mom needs to work a lot, sometimes it's better for me, so I'm alone a bit more, but sometimes I hate it that she has to work.

Tomorrow I have school for 5 hours, But the last 2 hours I have technicks, I hate that subject! And I really don't wanna go. But I have to.
I secretly hope everyone starts with a new project, so I can start with it too, and then finish my other project later, btw, I need to finish 2 other projects too.

I miss my grandparents so much!
They're on vacation in Germany, for 6 weeks!
I never missed them when they were on vacation, but now I miss them.Nor
I think my grandparents are at the place were they wanted to be, in Wintrich.
I really wanna go there too, because I love that place. But I can't. Stupid school!

I need to go to school for 9 weeks. That's nothing!!
I'm almost crying cause I'm so happy! I really thought it was longer!
44 days school! YAY!
Maybe you think 44 days is weird. I'll show you.
5daysx9weeks=45days-1day=44days
That one day I'm free, because it's "pinksteren" then.(Sorry, I don't know the English word!)

When I think about my grandparents and school, I'm realizing that time goes fast, really fast.
When the 6 weeks are over I only have to go to school for 3 weeks.
And the class is planning a class-party and my mentor said it had to be in 4 weeks, (I'm not going), so if there's a date for it, it goes faster, and faster, and faster.
Time flies, that's one thing I can say, sometimes it doesn't.

Maybe I'm gonna make something to count the days, so I can draw a cross if the day is over.
I did that before the Jonas Brothers concert, and the time flied, so if I do this, maybe the time is going faster.

Sorry for all the drama, I hate it to, but I needed to write something.
xxx ♥

Long time no post. - 10-05-2010

Hii!
It's not going well.
I hate my life, like I said before... but it's worst.
I get bullied.
I supossed to be at school now, but I stayd home, I'm not feeling well because of my classmates, I was shaking all morning.
Even my favorite things, like watching 'Aaron Stone' didn't calm me down.
I so happy to have a friend. Not just a friend. The best friend someone can have.
We are talking via msn a lot, and I'm really happy with that. :)

Tomorrow I'm going to school again.
I kinda don't want to, but I have to and I'm really going.
I have an Ipod, so I'm not alone. :P

Sorry for the short post, I needed to post something, but I didn't know what to write. :P
xoxo. Ayla. ♥