Music - 16-03-2011

It's morning now, but I'm not at school, I should be.
My stomach hurts like crazy, and I don't have my medicines, so I need to get new one. -.-

What I wanted to write yesterday I gonna write now.
Most people know I really love music, because it's just musc. Not true.
Ofcourse I love music because it's music, but there's much more people don't know.
I love music because the lyrics are inspiring, like the song "A Little Bit Longer" by the Jonas Brothers helps me in the really hard times.
I really love Who Says by Selena Gomez, Perfect by Pink & Loser Like Me by Glee, just because the lyrics, ofourse I love the songs, but the lyrics are special to me.

Music is like therapy to me, I can find myself in a lot of songs.
Last year I had counseling and a first I really didn't want it.
I'm so happy that I did it and I learned to be myself.
Not only the counseling made me be myself and believe in myself, music did that too. Music and the counseling are the perfect mix. Really.
I learned that it's really important to be yourself.
First I listened to songs just because I liked them, a little bit for the lyrics, but now, oh my gosh I can't even tell how much some lyrics mean to me.
Who Says is the most important to me, it means that no one call tell you that you're not pretty, beautiful or anything bad people say about you. It's about what you think, it's about being yourself.

Most special person for me is Demi Lovato.
She got a tattoo on her wrist to remind herself the support of her fans.
I can't wait 'till she comes to the Netherlands someday. I will definetly go to her concert.

This was it for now. Hope to write again today.
xoxo <3

The New Me - 15-03-2011

Hi. it's been a long time since my last post.
I don't know why...
But whatever, I'M BACK!

I just needed to write, not in my stupid purple diary, hihi. ;)
A lot of things changed since my last post...
I'm in the 2nd class now, and it's going better.

Personally I really changed. I was a crazy obsessed Jonas head... now I'm not sure anymore. I love their music and will support them forever, but it's just since they haven't been to Europe on their "world tour" and there's no new music..
I've fallen in love with another band called Big Time Rush. I think I love them more than I've ever loved the Jonas Brothers, if that's possible.
I still love the JoBro's, Demi Lovato, Selena Gomez, Taylor Swift and many others, but it's all diffirent now.
I went from Disney girl to... I don't know, I really love Nickelodeon stars like Big Time Rush. Miranda Cosgrove, Victoria Justice and Ariana Grande. <3

I learned to be myself, maybe more then needed, I'm mostly alone at school, and I don't know if I really like that...
There are guys at my school and I really don't like them, I just want them to leave my alone, but I'm afraid to say it, cause it might make it worst.
It's kinda late here, and I don't like it, I just need to write, so that's more important than sleeping, I guess,

I really wanna write so many more things, like inspiring people, but I guess that's for tomorrow.
I really wanna be in bed before 10PM... Hahaha!
I'm gonna write more tomorrow, and I hope I can do it longer now, I watched Glee, so there was not much time to write.

I love you all forever, and your perfect just the way you are, please never forget that.
xoxo <3