Hey!!
Just wanna say that the last couple days where not funny for me!
I'm waching tv, Popstars(talentshow) The Finals!!
It's cool, but my favourite is out! :(
But now... back to the point ;)
I think the last time was... 3 days ago(I'm not sure)
The girls were nice to me Thursday :)
But not like i want to, i sat with them but they did more talk to others than to me :(
Today I just don't know what happend...
I'm so tired that i forgot the most!
When i was free from school, i had to go to my teacher with 2 other girls.
We had i talk, it was about History.
I had to do it with the 2 other girls, but we kinda had a fight.
But...
I know i have a real BFF!!! <3
And i really love her, but we don't live next to each other :(
And i hope that she has the best birthday tomorrow!
I hope you understand everthing what i wrote, because i don't know some words :(
Goodnight
xoxo
Ayla
vrijdag 29 januari 2010
dinsdag 26 januari 2010
Just don't know a tittle XD - 26-01-2010
Hellow!
Today...
OMG the girls did TO-TAL-LY ignored me!
There one girl, with 2 friends, sometimes she talk to me, but not a lot, so...
I didn't and don't care anymore, today i ignored them 2.
For me, i doesn't care anymore. so now I'm OK with it!!
In a hour i go to school again(yeah, i know! but I'm gonna help there)
There come soms parents from kids who are going to high school this year.
They are coming to look, and get information about the school.
I'd really wanted to help and I'm gonna do that.
I just have to tell people what it is to go to high school in the first year.
I really wanna tell people, because the teachers help me a lot, so i wanna say that to them.
I hope that there gonna be a lot new kids in the school next year. haha.
xoxo -Ayla
Today...
OMG the girls did TO-TAL-LY ignored me!
There one girl, with 2 friends, sometimes she talk to me, but not a lot, so...
I didn't and don't care anymore, today i ignored them 2.
For me, i doesn't care anymore. so now I'm OK with it!!
In a hour i go to school again(yeah, i know! but I'm gonna help there)
There come soms parents from kids who are going to high school this year.
They are coming to look, and get information about the school.
I'd really wanted to help and I'm gonna do that.
I just have to tell people what it is to go to high school in the first year.
I really wanna tell people, because the teachers help me a lot, so i wanna say that to them.
I hope that there gonna be a lot new kids in the school next year. haha.
xoxo -Ayla
maandag 25 januari 2010
For my friend!!!!! - 25-01-2010
Hii
I know, i said in the last post that i write a short message, but this is to someone who's very important to me!!
I hope you read this! -But i know that you're gonna read it, because I'm gonna spam you twitter, girl! haha no, I'm not gonna do that!-
I know that you're a real friend, a better friend i ever had.
I really love you for who you are, just the best person I've ever met!
We do not know each other in personal, but i hope that i gonna see you in real sometime.
I hate that we live so far away from each other!
xoxo -Ayla
I know, i said in the last post that i write a short message, but this is to someone who's very important to me!!
I hope you read this! -But i know that you're gonna read it, because I'm gonna spam you twitter, girl! haha no, I'm not gonna do that!-
I know that you're a real friend, a better friend i ever had.
I really love you for who you are, just the best person I've ever met!
We do not know each other in personal, but i hope that i gonna see you in real sometime.
I hate that we live so far away from each other!
xoxo -Ayla
Friends!!! - 25-01-2010
-- I'm sorry but this not good english i think!!! I hope you understand--
Hii!!
A little short message, because its late.
Today was... hmm... how do i say that??
Oké its was just normal!
The girls I'd like to hang out with did totaly ignore me :( (is that good English??)
But... i was in class and i was sitting alone, than there was a girl who saw me sitting alone.
She came to me and then she sit down.
Then her 2 friends came to her, so there were sitting on the same table as me :)
I was soooo happy!! (but i didn't say that)
Then the girl who was first sitting next to me, has to go, because the teacher sad she was too hyper! XD
The other 2 girls were talking and ask what is was gonna do this weekend, i didn't know.
Than she askd Why don't you hang out with friends sometime?
I said that i didn;t know why, dit still i did know why.
THAN SHE ASKD IF I WANNA HANG OUT SOMETIME!!!
Sorry.. that was in caps! but i was soo happy!!
The girls are very nice, but i don't talk to them al lot because they know other people from school :(
I don't know if we are really gonna do something, but i hope so!
When it was lunchtime i didn't see the girl, because - i think - they were in anothers building, so i sat alone and the others girls, didn't look at me at all.
But know i don't mind, I am who i am, and i'm not gonna be someone else for them!!
I hope you did understand it, because this was hard for my to write down, and i didn't know some words.
I just wanted to let you know that I not only write about things that are sad, but that there are things that make me happy!
Goodnight xoxo - Ayla
Hii!!
A little short message, because its late.
Today was... hmm... how do i say that??
Oké its was just normal!
The girls I'd like to hang out with did totaly ignore me :( (is that good English??)
But... i was in class and i was sitting alone, than there was a girl who saw me sitting alone.
She came to me and then she sit down.
Then her 2 friends came to her, so there were sitting on the same table as me :)
I was soooo happy!! (but i didn't say that)
Then the girl who was first sitting next to me, has to go, because the teacher sad she was too hyper! XD
The other 2 girls were talking and ask what is was gonna do this weekend, i didn't know.
Than she askd Why don't you hang out with friends sometime?
I said that i didn;t know why, dit still i did know why.
THAN SHE ASKD IF I WANNA HANG OUT SOMETIME!!!
Sorry.. that was in caps! but i was soo happy!!
The girls are very nice, but i don't talk to them al lot because they know other people from school :(
I don't know if we are really gonna do something, but i hope so!
When it was lunchtime i didn't see the girl, because - i think - they were in anothers building, so i sat alone and the others girls, didn't look at me at all.
But know i don't mind, I am who i am, and i'm not gonna be someone else for them!!
I hope you did understand it, because this was hard for my to write down, and i didn't know some words.
I just wanted to let you know that I not only write about things that are sad, but that there are things that make me happy!
Goodnight xoxo - Ayla
zaterdag 23 januari 2010
2010 the year of no FEAR! - Second post - 24-01-10
Hi!
Wow 2 post in less than 1 hour! haha
It's really really late here now.
I don't reallly have a lot of friends.
When i was in school, when i was 6 i had a lot of friends - I thougt -
I was 6, and everyone is young, and friendly, so no one is alone.
When i was 9 or 10 i started to feel alone, i was with 7 girls in a class and 8 boys.
The girls were nice, but the kinda ingored me.
When i was 11 i started with feeling really alone, i was totaly ignored, sometimes they talked to me, but only if they needed me, not just to say something.
But my teachers didn't do anything.
Sometimes i said to my mom that i was feeling sick, so i didn't have to go to school.
When i was 12 and it was the last class of school it was so hard for me.
I said to myself that i was gonna find new friends on high school.
But i hoped that the girls in my class didn't ignore me the last year, but it was the same as the last year.
That time i ignored the girls too, but we were going to visit schools, so the whole class had to go cycling.
I was always alone and has to hear everyone talking.
Now i'm 13
I'm in high school now.
In the vacation, i was hoping that everything would change, but it didn't.
The girls are nice sometimes, but if we have to work in a litte group or in pairs, im -again- always alone, or i am number 3
So mostly i have to go to the teacher and say that there's no one left to work with.
And they're always mad at me, because they say i don't work good with them, i hate that because i try to do my best.
And because i'm older i think always about who i am, and what the think about me.
Who I Am - Nick Jonas & The Administration
I want someone to love me
For who I am
I want someone to need me
Is that so bad?
Nothing makes sense,
Nothing makes sense anymore
Nothing is right,
nothing is right when you're gone
I'm losing my breath,
I'm losing my right to be wrong
I'm frightened to death,
I'm frightened that I won't be strong
I want someone to love me
For who I am
I want someone to need me
Is that so bad?
I wanna break all the madness
But it's all I have
I want someone to love me
For who I am
I'm shaking it off,
I'm shaking off all of the pain.
Breaking my heart,
Breaking my heart once again
I want someone to love me
For who I am
I want someone to need me
Is that so bad?
I wanna break all the madness
But it's all I have
I want someone to love me
For who I am
I want someone to love me
For who I am
I want someone to need me
Is that so bad?
I wanna break all the madness
But it's all I have
I want someone to love me
For who I am
At last, something that i almost forgot:
I have one realy good friend, and i know that i can say anything to her.
But i live 149,7 kilometer away from her.
I really wished that she was my neighbor!!
I hope she reads this, because i love her!
xoxo
Wow 2 post in less than 1 hour! haha
It's really really late here now.
I don't reallly have a lot of friends.
When i was in school, when i was 6 i had a lot of friends - I thougt -
I was 6, and everyone is young, and friendly, so no one is alone.
When i was 9 or 10 i started to feel alone, i was with 7 girls in a class and 8 boys.
The girls were nice, but the kinda ingored me.
When i was 11 i started with feeling really alone, i was totaly ignored, sometimes they talked to me, but only if they needed me, not just to say something.
But my teachers didn't do anything.
Sometimes i said to my mom that i was feeling sick, so i didn't have to go to school.
When i was 12 and it was the last class of school it was so hard for me.
I said to myself that i was gonna find new friends on high school.
But i hoped that the girls in my class didn't ignore me the last year, but it was the same as the last year.
That time i ignored the girls too, but we were going to visit schools, so the whole class had to go cycling.
I was always alone and has to hear everyone talking.
Now i'm 13
I'm in high school now.
In the vacation, i was hoping that everything would change, but it didn't.
The girls are nice sometimes, but if we have to work in a litte group or in pairs, im -again- always alone, or i am number 3
So mostly i have to go to the teacher and say that there's no one left to work with.
And they're always mad at me, because they say i don't work good with them, i hate that because i try to do my best.
And because i'm older i think always about who i am, and what the think about me.
Who I Am - Nick Jonas & The Administration
I want someone to love me
For who I am
I want someone to need me
Is that so bad?
Nothing makes sense,
Nothing makes sense anymore
Nothing is right,
nothing is right when you're gone
I'm losing my breath,
I'm losing my right to be wrong
I'm frightened to death,
I'm frightened that I won't be strong
I want someone to love me
For who I am
I want someone to need me
Is that so bad?
I wanna break all the madness
But it's all I have
I want someone to love me
For who I am
I'm shaking it off,
I'm shaking off all of the pain.
Breaking my heart,
Breaking my heart once again
I want someone to love me
For who I am
I want someone to need me
Is that so bad?
I wanna break all the madness
But it's all I have
I want someone to love me
For who I am
I want someone to love me
For who I am
I want someone to need me
Is that so bad?
I wanna break all the madness
But it's all I have
I want someone to love me
For who I am
At last, something that i almost forgot:
I have one realy good friend, and i know that i can say anything to her.
But i live 149,7 kilometer away from her.
I really wished that she was my neighbor!!
I hope she reads this, because i love her!
xoxo
First update! :) - 23-01-10
Hi!
So my first update :)
The really first one was just to say hi and explane a couple things.
It's Saturday, and it really late, but that doen't matter.
I said that i really love music.
Today, I've found a song.
I've only heard live versions, but today came the album out in Mexico, so i listend to a couple songs.
When i heard the lyrics of the song, i had tears in my eyes.
I thinks the lyrics are beautiful!
When i'm listening to the song, i can hear a lot of myself.
and i think that if i post the lyrics here, that you know a lot about me in 3 minutes
The song is called Rose Garden and here is the lyrics:
She was brought into this world
Out of a beautiful mistake
When her mom was just a girl
And her daddy didn't stay
She was working at age 9
At the flower shop in town
Working not just to survive
Cause life was throwing her around
In the rose garden
Where the rain is falling
And the thorns are sharpened
Rose garden, yeah
Rose garden
She was young but not naïve
Always wise beyond her years
Hoping that no one would see
Every time she dried her tears
In the rose garden
Where the rain is falling
And the thorns are sharpened
Rose garden
Don't let those petals fall
Don't let them fall on you
Don't let those petals fall
Don't let them fall on you
Yeah, yeah, yeah
In the rose garden
Where the rain is falling
And the thorns are sharpened
In the rose garden, yeah
Rose
Maybe you understand it, maybe you don't, but it's kinda personal.
How i see my world is hard, i have a little brother and he is sweet but he is very annoying.
we screem a lot at each other, and i'm mostly mad at him, and my mother to.
He can do nothing on it, maybe you know what i mean, but i'm not gonna say it here, because i don't know if it's oke with my mom.
It's a long post this time, but it's the first time, so i have a lot to say, haha.
Now this post is ending, i think that there's gonna be a lyric in a lot of posts, because it helps me explane some thing's
xoxo <3
So my first update :)
The really first one was just to say hi and explane a couple things.
It's Saturday, and it really late, but that doen't matter.
I said that i really love music.
Today, I've found a song.
I've only heard live versions, but today came the album out in Mexico, so i listend to a couple songs.
When i heard the lyrics of the song, i had tears in my eyes.
I thinks the lyrics are beautiful!
When i'm listening to the song, i can hear a lot of myself.
and i think that if i post the lyrics here, that you know a lot about me in 3 minutes
The song is called Rose Garden and here is the lyrics:
She was brought into this world
Out of a beautiful mistake
When her mom was just a girl
And her daddy didn't stay
She was working at age 9
At the flower shop in town
Working not just to survive
Cause life was throwing her around
In the rose garden
Where the rain is falling
And the thorns are sharpened
Rose garden, yeah
Rose garden
She was young but not naïve
Always wise beyond her years
Hoping that no one would see
Every time she dried her tears
In the rose garden
Where the rain is falling
And the thorns are sharpened
Rose garden
Don't let those petals fall
Don't let them fall on you
Don't let those petals fall
Don't let them fall on you
Yeah, yeah, yeah
In the rose garden
Where the rain is falling
And the thorns are sharpened
In the rose garden, yeah
Rose
Maybe you understand it, maybe you don't, but it's kinda personal.
How i see my world is hard, i have a little brother and he is sweet but he is very annoying.
we screem a lot at each other, and i'm mostly mad at him, and my mother to.
He can do nothing on it, maybe you know what i mean, but i'm not gonna say it here, because i don't know if it's oke with my mom.
It's a long post this time, but it's the first time, so i have a lot to say, haha.
Now this post is ending, i think that there's gonna be a lyric in a lot of posts, because it helps me explane some thing's
xoxo <3
Hey!
Hi everyone!
I'm Ayla, 13 year old.
I'm from The Netherlands.
My English is not very good, but I'm learning it! :)
I listen to a lot of different music.
I'm a huge fan of The Jonas brothers, i went to their concert November 13th 2009 and that was the best night of my life., it was also my first concert :)
I also listen to Demi Lovato, Miley Cyrus, Selena Gomez, Nick Jonas & The Administration, Taylor Swift, John Mayer, Honor Society, The Veronicas, Emiley Osment, Cascada and a lot more, but their are just to many awesome musicians to put down here :)
You can read this blog, but you don't have to.
I'ts for myself, but i wanna share this with others.
There happens al lot in my life(I'm sorry, i dont know if its good English)
Most things at this time are not funny, but kinda sad.
I know... it happens to al lot people in this world, but a therapy for me is write things, stories, blogs and that kind of things and listening to music.
I really can find myself in some lyrics, sometime's i post a lyric.
I hope you like to read it, and i hope some people can give me advice, just post a reaction then.
I hope to post a lot, but i'm busy, with school and and homework :(
But i love to write, so that's easy for me! haha.
I really hope you like it! or just take time to read it!
XOXO Ayla
I'm Ayla, 13 year old.
I'm from The Netherlands.
My English is not very good, but I'm learning it! :)
I listen to a lot of different music.
I'm a huge fan of The Jonas brothers, i went to their concert November 13th 2009 and that was the best night of my life., it was also my first concert :)
I also listen to Demi Lovato, Miley Cyrus, Selena Gomez, Nick Jonas & The Administration, Taylor Swift, John Mayer, Honor Society, The Veronicas, Emiley Osment, Cascada and a lot more, but their are just to many awesome musicians to put down here :)
You can read this blog, but you don't have to.
I'ts for myself, but i wanna share this with others.
There happens al lot in my life(I'm sorry, i dont know if its good English)
Most things at this time are not funny, but kinda sad.
I know... it happens to al lot people in this world, but a therapy for me is write things, stories, blogs and that kind of things and listening to music.
I really can find myself in some lyrics, sometime's i post a lyric.
I hope you like to read it, and i hope some people can give me advice, just post a reaction then.
I hope to post a lot, but i'm busy, with school and and homework :(
But i love to write, so that's easy for me! haha.
I really hope you like it! or just take time to read it!
XOXO Ayla
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