Hi everyone!
Normally i just write, but now i need to write.
I'm kinda scared... I wasn't at school for 3days because i wasn't feeling well.
And tommorow i'm going and i don't know what they are gonna say to me, I'm afraid they're not gonna say anything.
Or I'm afraid that i'm gonna cry, i don't know.
I wish i had my bff here, but we live really far away from each other! And i hate that.
Last week i had a talk with someone at my school, someone who helps people with their problems.
It was like the man wanted me to cry.
When i was crying he said: "This is who you are, someone who cries if you need, or talks when you are in a good mood, and if you don't want to talk(or can't talk) you be quiet."
When i sat there i wanted to run away from everything, nobody know anything about me, I'm not a person who cries when i need it, I just cry because what i feel.
Sorry, maybe you don't understand that.
But i know Who I Am, and nobody else knows, maybe one person, not more.
I was kinda mad when i was home, and i was thinking about it that night, but i am just myself!
When i think of it i be kinda mad again.
I'm going to sleep now, because it's late for a schoolday
Goodnight
XOXO -Ayla
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